This is Me

I S M I L E often

I’ll be there if you ever need to talk I’m a good listener. 
-but you’ve made it clear that this is not going anywhere with you 
so friends we’ll remain but my heart is gonna have to go elsewhere. 
I really liked you but I’m a “dime a dozen”
-besides I don’t need anyone who says they care & doesn’t follow through. You know I have enough of those people in my life.
I just feel like charity now not like you like me.

I’ll be there if you ever need to talk I’m a good listener.
-but you’ve made it clear that this is not going anywhere with you
so friends we’ll remain but my heart is gonna have to go elsewhere.
I really liked you but I’m a “dime a dozen”
-besides I don’t need anyone who says they care & doesn’t follow through. You know I have enough of those people in my life.
I just feel like charity now not like you like me.

Under lock n key! 
Glimpses- I’m much much more than this fucked up mess!

Under lock n key!
Glimpses- I’m much much more than this fucked up mess!

I know better to open up to people- dammit! Just turns around and kicks me right in the @ss!!
I’ve said things, venting, knowing good and well it’s my fault!
Just another person who will realize I’m not worth it.
STUPID- stamp that shit right on my forehead!

I hate pushing people away but I don’t feel I’m worth it to know.
Funny thing is no one stays to find out so I must be onto something.